FAMILY

Quit some time I didn't log in
Today I face some problem
But at the same time I also comprehend some true which is hide in my hear so long

FAMILY
I have it....
Before that have a person tell me
FAMILY is Father And Mother I Love You

But today they bickering
And maybe will divorce

Always I feel that if they divorce is nothing will effect me
But just now I feel so sad, so pain and hope they be together forever...
And I really always hope that they will be the lucky and the happy one....

But today... the hole day is tears...
They cry... and we cry...

Whatever mather...
We all in blue...
sad...

I try to make it nothing...
Just like normal...
But no use
Because is lie... I try to lie myself...
They still in pain... in the heart...

I cry...
I feel so sad...
I feel unfair...
"WHY..." this word my mom today ask me so many many time...
I can't give a answer...
Cause I also don't know why...
Or maybe that's nothing why in the true...
Nothing in why... just because it being...
And It's happen...

But I known I can accept it
Just...
I not sure that how I can arrange...
And how to give a consolation...

I feel not good...
At this time...
I can feel that I always not at my dad side...
Too much time I stay with my friend...

My FAMILY...
The most time that I sharing my thing and my dream with them is just my youngest sister for my brother and the younger sister, I will solve the problem with them if I can't do with my self... At the time I working... Always at the lunch time I will meet my mom... cause my office near to her office after her company move... So the time I saw my dad is after work... but because our office is far away from our house so the time I'm home it was 6:30p.m. already... And after take a bath and dinner... he will go out again... So I less to chat with him... Saturday and Sunday... He will go out with mom... So not so much that we can chat...
How sad we are....

So today... I really feel so sorry to my dad...
As a daughter... I known I do nothing to him...
Like tonight... He now must be alone at his shop...
But what can I do???
Just sit at here... Do nothing again...

I KNOW...
I'M THE MOST BAD DAUGHTER IN THE WORLD...