Friday, October 29, 2010

沉思

忙忙碌碌的日子。。。 每天都在过。。。

累了。。。想好好的休息。。。

可是怎样才是 “好好的休息“?

不知道。。。

于是。。。

我静了下来。。。

心也静下来。。。

耳朵也只听到自己的心跳。。。

这种静。。。

是让身体放松了。。。

可是心灵深处的痛,却慢慢的被唤起。。。

不知不觉。。。悲伤竟慢慢的酝酿起来。。。

眼泪在眼眶不停的徘徊。。。

虽然伤感了起来。。。眼泪最终也流了下来。。。

可是。。。 我依然继续。。。 继续的回忆。。。

我并不是在折磨我自己。。。

而是为了证明你曾经在我生命里出现过。。。

想念的心再次唤起。。。

那种痛,正是你存在过的最好证明。。。

不要为我流泪而难过。。。

因为我情愿伤心流泪。。。 也不愿意忘记你。。。

希望在天国的你。。。 过得快乐。。。

下一世。。。 我们会在见面。。。

我们约定好哦。。。


Wednesday, October 13, 2010

12 Oct 2010

Today have meet a new boy...
quite funny...
His age 20, but photo looks like 30, after he open web cam look 20...
He is a good guy...
even is young then me... but the way he talk just like a adult...
not bad... a Australian...
very straight men...
wont force people...

Good Day
Good night...

信任

人与人之间... 什么是最重要的?
是什么东西让人产生关系...?

我想了想... 在这几分钟...
我想到的是信任...
是信任把人和人连在一起的...
无论是亲人, 朋友, 同事,伴侣....
没有了信任...
人与人之间是无法产生良好的互动...

信任, 可以让人感觉安全舒服...
不管是被信任还是信任别人...
那种感觉真的是很棒的...

可是,当信任不在时...
就是背叛的开始...
那种痛,是可以入心入骨...

甚至有些人承受不了那种痛...
宁可结束生命,也没有勇气面对...
失望. 的确很可怕...
它让人痛苦...

可是, 人的思维的确很伟大...
因为, 只要换个想法就会让一个生命继续下去...
如果不行... 就只能让人遗憾一生...

尽管如此, 背叛的确是很不好的行为...
它让人活在恐惧...
让人不再轻易相信别人...
不停想在付出真心前测试别人...

就... 有如... 我...

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

思念 • 遗憾

昨晚, 我梦见了你...
摇着短短的尾巴迎接我...
你那天真无邪的脸庞...
... ...

我在你身边坐下...
你却走到我怀里...
坐在我前面... 却背对着我...
看着你那熟悉的背影... 好有安全感... 好宁静...
... ...

你突然往上看...
舔了我一下...
如此熟悉的动作... 久违了...
... ...

突然醒来...
才发觉...
你已经离开我17天了...
这些日子我不断对自己说...
在某个地方...
你自由自在快乐的过着...
... ...

可是...
这场梦...
我希望我不会醒来...
因为...
有你...
在现实里...
这里没有你...
我很辛苦...
空虚...
很想念你...
... ...

在梦醒的杀那...
我的心...
空了...
眼泪直流...
停不住了...
心里的呐喊到了极限...
... ...

八年了...
要怎么忘?
要怎么习惯?
... ...

我不知道...
可是...
我希望你是快乐的...
就像每次看到我们回家时的表情...
再摇着你那可爱的小尾巴...
... ...

Dydy...
可以的话...
我希望你回来...
我会等...
就像你等我们回家那样...
永远的等着...
... ...

宝贝Dydy,
安息吧... ...
Love you...

Sunday, October 3, 2010

02 October 2010

Today is a crazy day,

I sleep around 3a.m. and is a good dream...
5a.m. I have wake up because of my mom, but my eye still close... after I open my bedroom's door, I continue my dreams~~~ only 5:30a.m. I really wake up and take bath... When I start make up... i feel like stomachache but then i didn't care it and didn't go for toilet... heheh... When the time around 6a.m. my mum start urge, I quickly wear my shoe and go out standby in front house... cause due to our car can only fetch 5 people, so me and mum will sit aunt Girl's car... and due to timing problem, mum ask Jet to go first cause Aunt Girl's husband always speed up, so should be no problem (our flight is 8:45)and my mom has close the electric gate... but then suddenly I feel my stomach really pain... and something is coming out, I try to get the gate control buy fail, my mom and me just have house key without gate control... so the only way is I control my stomach lol... haiz... we have wait for so long and my uncle still didn't come to my house, after half an hour only they arrive, lucky my stomach feel more better, so I keep control until we arrive airport, I try to look a chance to toilet but fail... cause when that time my mum ask better check-in first... so I just be good and listen to her... when the time we waiting mum to check-in, she keep asking me to looking for my brother and sister to ask them come to check-in so... so I still no have chance to toilet... and I can feel it being painful... after a while... finally they are here, so I quickly to out searching the toilet but suddenly I heard that a last announcement for our flight... I quickly run to my mum and shout out the news to her... 11 people...RUN... to the gate 13 and go inside the aeroplane... so i still cant get my toilet... Lucky I still can control until we arrived KLCC... safe and go to toilet... hahah...
This is my morning story about me and toilet...

After we arrived KLCC, we take Marry Browe as or breakfast, chicken porriage and fried chicken with ice milo... how a good break... so after we take breakfast, we take bust to KL central... den from KL Central we go to mid velly... is a nice experime... so, hole day I have stay in Mid Velly... walk for hole day, until now I still can feel that my leg likes not mine...