心情很沉重，有想要好好的哭一场。。。
也许她们是对的！我是很情绪化！
可是，如果可以，我也不想活在痛苦之中！！
我也想每天都是愉快的开始。。。给每人一个真心的笑容。。。
可是，＂心＂真的很累！！
有时候，甚至每吸一口气都感到很吃力。。。
我不再要求任何人了解我或明白我！可是明知道我正烦恼着，却还故意挑衅我！
这是做为为一个朋友或伙伴该做的事吗？
真是欲哭无泪。。。
Monday, August 23, 2010
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Just like a fool
Yesterday night I have some ague with my younger sister, the fuse is because she have promise something to me but she never do it...
Yesterday, when I was in office, I have look into the mirror, on my face i can see some small yellow dot start grow on my face... So I quickie SMS my younger sister cause she was a beautician even though she not yet graduate but soon. After I SMS her, she told me go back home, she will help me use ultra sound for reduce the yellow dot... So after I going home she was not at home and I waiting her until 10 pm. When she come back she totally forgot that she have promise something to me... So I just go to downstairs and remind her, only I reliaze her boyfriend was with her. I just feel not happy!!!! But anyway, I have ask her borrow me the ingredient and the manual, maybe I can learn by myself... Unfortunate, the product is Mqde in china, so the manual wasn't in detail... I have try to read for several time but it make me confuse... Finally I was give up... I put all the thing together in one place and go down stair to ask my sister keep back all the thing jut because I reqly no idea how and where she always keep the product... But she have show me her black face!!! Run to upstairs like a King Kong!!! Feel so sully... After that I receive a SMS from her... I think she is try to fire with me thru SMS...
I'm her sister... But I seriously feel that she is not respect to me... Never make true her promise is the first... Show face to me is the second!!! She make me so sad... I cry for a night until now I still feel my eye painful... Is that my false? Is that I shouldn't force her to do what she have promise... When we start ague... She keep telling our parent she never promise me anything!!!! This the she treat me as her sister?
This time I really feel so disappointed with her!!!
At night I just crying crying and crying... Suddenly I receive a SMS from my colleague, told that she is sad and angry cause her husband scold her because of food... I have no mood to listen her to complain... But I try to.... I know when someone feel down... They need a listener... A good listener to support her... I didn't have but I wish my friend won't feel lonely when they was down... So I reply her with support... But in the sametime I told her about my problem also... Unfortunate is she like not aware... So I stop to tell her about my problem...
The next day, that means is this morning, I saw her and she come to my table and show me her BOOTY... but I had no mood to give common... I'm still feel sad until now... So I tell her what I face last night... But she just like deaf! Keep talking about her booty...
Really feel sad... I'm just like a fool!!!! I'm like nothing!!!! Nobody care about me!!!! Nobody respect me!!! What for life? Why to live?
Yesterday, when I was in office, I have look into the mirror, on my face i can see some small yellow dot start grow on my face... So I quickie SMS my younger sister cause she was a beautician even though she not yet graduate but soon. After I SMS her, she told me go back home, she will help me use ultra sound for reduce the yellow dot... So after I going home she was not at home and I waiting her until 10 pm. When she come back she totally forgot that she have promise something to me... So I just go to downstairs and remind her, only I reliaze her boyfriend was with her. I just feel not happy!!!! But anyway, I have ask her borrow me the ingredient and the manual, maybe I can learn by myself... Unfortunate, the product is Mqde in china, so the manual wasn't in detail... I have try to read for several time but it make me confuse... Finally I was give up... I put all the thing together in one place and go down stair to ask my sister keep back all the thing jut because I reqly no idea how and where she always keep the product... But she have show me her black face!!! Run to upstairs like a King Kong!!! Feel so sully... After that I receive a SMS from her... I think she is try to fire with me thru SMS...
I'm her sister... But I seriously feel that she is not respect to me... Never make true her promise is the first... Show face to me is the second!!! She make me so sad... I cry for a night until now I still feel my eye painful... Is that my false? Is that I shouldn't force her to do what she have promise... When we start ague... She keep telling our parent she never promise me anything!!!! This the she treat me as her sister?
This time I really feel so disappointed with her!!!
At night I just crying crying and crying... Suddenly I receive a SMS from my colleague, told that she is sad and angry cause her husband scold her because of food... I have no mood to listen her to complain... But I try to.... I know when someone feel down... They need a listener... A good listener to support her... I didn't have but I wish my friend won't feel lonely when they was down... So I reply her with support... But in the sametime I told her about my problem also... Unfortunate is she like not aware... So I stop to tell her about my problem...
The next day, that means is this morning, I saw her and she come to my table and show me her BOOTY... but I had no mood to give common... I'm still feel sad until now... So I tell her what I face last night... But she just like deaf! Keep talking about her booty...
Really feel sad... I'm just like a fool!!!! I'm like nothing!!!! Nobody care about me!!!! Nobody respect me!!! What for life? Why to live?
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