2009

Today is 31 December 2009
End of this year...
Now I try to call back all memory for this year...
About my job... I know I have try my best...
About my family... I know I do not enough for them...
For my friend, sorry, I have not much time to stay with you all...
For my colleague, I know I really not good in this part...
Eventhough I know between us have some misunderstanding...
Sometime, I'll very upset in some status, and I can't control it...
Few months ago, I'll take it very hard... in my heart...
But after that, all the time after the fire burn inside my heart, I'll think back... I 'll try to understand it... and try to feel it...
But now only I realize, if only me slow down my attitude is not enough... cause if other party can't understand or they take harder for long long time... for sure the problem won't be solve forever... exspecially for someone who is arrogant and conceited
anyway... I just hope that everthing in 2010 all the best...
I'll try do more better in this new year...

Tear

This few day I feel very sad... I dunno why...
or maybe I know... but just I can face it...

For few days... I cry... I can't even control my tear...

I know...
For me... friendship is very important...
So I can accept my friend betray me... I can't!!!!!
Maybe sometime they will in their bad mood... maybe they need to stay alone...
But... I think when someone in their bad mood... friendship is very important...
Friend can give support...
When you not at home... or maybe something that we can't tell our family...
FRIEND is our support...
This is what I always know...

But now SO BAD...
I dont know how to face this all of thing...
I can even face myself...
I don't want to see anyone... except my Family...
I don't know even what should i do in come true...

I need some help... need some support...
I need a PUSH...
Can someone help me????

God~~~~ Can you help me????