Worry

Now I'm feel so down...
My heart feel so worry...
Sad...

When he will be ok?
I know that...
I known now he must be very painful...
Just he can't tell me...
I know he cry...
But I can't do anything...
I can't help...

I don't know what should I do...
Maybe I should stop to give him the medicine...
But I worry the wound will be more serious...
Because the wound is festering already...

But if I give the medicine... ...

Before that he never take any medicine...
He can recover by himself...
Just need to take sometime...

What should I do???

P/S : God... please bless my DyDy be health and happy same as all my family and pet... please... and thank you...

07/07/08

Today is Monday,,,
I'm MC again...
this time is real... ...
very painful... very painful...
maybe it too long didn't come and visit me... ...
but normal... ...

When I work...
I always think I want to rest...
But now...
I at home already... ...
my heart... where are you???
I'm was thinking my work my job...

When I stay at my house...
My dad always came and noisy with me...
maybe he being old
but i think that DODO may more prefer to listen about him
I always don't known what to do...
hopefully somebody can teach me how to do...
how much I hope that I still can continue my study...
then no body can disturb me...
will somebody proud of me.... for now?
I think never...
no body like me... I know that...